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Whispering words of love, making my heart pound. |
Thursday, May 13, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
Qianhui . Baby , don't lie . You did not trust me totally . I know what i did , its hard for you to trust me again . You said you trust me , i meet my old friend you thought we couple ? ? I cnt gain back ur trust towards me , I know . Seriously ur too sensitive . Im sorry kay for hurting you that time , but i cnt turn back to the past . If i could , i won't do that to you . You would probably think im bullshit-ing , sigh . You told me you always smoke with a girl that live opposite you . Just two of you ? Ur couple ? I didn't think of that . 8May , saturday , I went over to ur work place wanted to hav lunch with you . You with a girl . If i am not there , your will be alone having lunch . Ur couple ? I got say anything ? You want to check my handphone , i don't like but you still check all of my stuffs . I let you check . 12May which was yesterday , i just want to see ur handphone . See till half , you don't let me see . Anything hiding me ? You said no . I hate something you told me , you don't want to let me see because ur hav ur reasons . I would b unhappy if i see . rather i don't see ? I don't want you to see my stuffs , i don't want you to be unhappy . Its that a good reason ? Blaming me for my attitude . You never attitude me ? Mayb you got ur reasons , you choose not to tell me . You don't tell me i won't know . I msg with guys , you msg with girls too . I nothing . I don't know what are you doing behind . I don't want to know , i respect ur freedom . Because its me letting you down in the first place . I got no rights to really control you . Sometimes , i am thinking . Should i often go ur house . I am tired . you don't know what i am saying nvm . If we hav the chance to be like what we supposed to be . You ask me . Can you think of how i feel ? You only think of ur own view , thinking that your actually understand me well , feeling that i do things only think of myself . I keep on telling myself to bear with it . Bear with ur attitude which i don't like . I diam . I want our r/s to be a happy r/s . Thats all . I really don't want you to be always the one who starts to be unhappy , angry , disappointed or whatsoever . Since 21March2010 , tell me which day i not happy you first , follow by a little quareel bah . Friends are saying i don't want them because of boyf . The day i promised you those stuffs till now . I meet only one time with my guy friend . Just today , only one time you not happy . Yes , i broke my promise . See on top , you with girls too . You want me bring you to meet him , What is this ? What do you think we can talk with each other . You go see his facebook & tell me will i couple with him or whatsoever fling . Please. Anyway , i end here . I am tired of writing all this which i usually don't do it . So you won't know how i feel . I will miss you damn so alot , as you told my sister you won't be msging me unless i msg you . This is fcuking hurting ok . Imagine i said it to you . Not one time , i tell you you said it alot of times alrdy . |
