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Its over 12am , my heart ache so much . I thought since the day i met you , i won't encounter such pain again . But i was wrong ,. you gave me hope but , making me fall back everytime i get up . I ve never love a person that deep before , your my first one . Guess i am stupid , a toy for you . I can't give you what you want now , & you care so much for another girl behind . Maybe i was too sensitive , but no . My feeling tells me that i m right . I really don't know whats so great about her ? I don't think she's that pretty . She could probably give you what you want ? A fuck toy , wtf . But so ,. I know i am a slut last time , i changed i am not anymore . And i seriously simply hated to be a one . I hate batok , i hate my life , i hate those sluts around you . But you chosen them . You came into my life & ruined it . I don't want bengs anymore , i just want to keep myself occupied . Thanks people who comfort me once and once , not even my own boyf would do that . No point holding on a string when e kite is snapped from e string.e kite wun fly back to u. even if it fly back. it will no longer be at e same spot where it used to be. Life got only one , but choice got alot . Ur words are meaningful , thanks trance tequila boyf. Clar , guang bff (: Hongling goodfriend . Bingzh. darling , sorry if i hurt you last time & maybe now also . Your nice but life without him i think it will be colourless . I love him . Nvm , i shall stop all these . Enough with tears i couldn't sleep tonight again . Just now , i on my msn was chatting . So yeahs my ex kor shawn i really can't use any word to describe him . Quarrel with him for nothing , no longer i will talk t him . I mean it (: Well , my nlvl had finished . But i don't feel happy at all . Went to bugis after my exam ended . Bought stuffs ! & I Liked them alot alot =DD Haha , i brought my gugu so she can pay for me ., thanks her . 3weeks didnt see Jas miss heer , not bad see le hai shi yi yang shou (: Hahs pass by a person , she asked me to be a model & asked me for my number . Lols ._. Crazy thn do model . Headed to lot one after that , walked around very bored ): Jas came my house slack . Finally packed my yi chu le ! So messy leis i digggggg alot alot clothes out and sorted them . Alrights , stop here .